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HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SILLY WILLY!
I'll always love you! :D

You're my dajiejie, silly girl, stalker buddy, tutor and best friend. And oh! IDIOT :)
We'll skip our once every 3 months meeting once.. please be back for my birthday :D 
Till then I'll study hard.. and you too!! Hope you'll learn korean better in chinese, and hope your paper doesn't make you translate!! Heh!!
Hope you become more girly.. like 50% okay!!
Hur hur.. "see you next week!"

SKYPE!

<3

Today's really really awesome! First went to People's Park Center cos Serene is working there. I went there to get the silly woman's BB Cream cos Serene went to Korea and it was much cheaper in Korea. About half the price I believe. K then headed down to 313 to meet silly! Super silly time as usual and deprived me of food cos we had only soup for lunch. But it's okay, just random updates and talks over the so-called lunch.. we haven't met since Christmas! So long, so long. Oh and I had to explain the detail of the super-huiying-21st-cum-christmas/new year-package. Inside it consists of a Big Bang 2010 scheduler I tried freaking hard to find someone that will ship it to the mighty small island called Singapore. A scrapbook I'd done over the post-O's holidays. Maybe I should make a smaller one and have it passed to Jiayi so that Miss Silly doesn't have to bring the big one to China, so troublesome. A shirt I bought from Bangkok during my trip, it was only like 100 Baht? There is the cutlery set that Priscilla Chong has so kindly chosen for Huiying and jinx! She wanted one. So they're like telepathic maybe. My two bestest friends, haha cute. They are friends now anyway. Yay, I like. Cos they're really like the closest friends in my life and I always talk to Lala about Silly and vice versa. So yesterday while I was choosing her other birthday present, the Swatch watch, I asked La to helped me talk to her about the colors and stuff cos this was the convo!

S - Stella, H - Huiying
S: What color do you like?
H: Hahaha super obvious!
S: Nevermind, what color do you like?
H: What colors are there?
S: Ehh I like the red one! But I think you'll like the grey. Oh she says navy blue is nice!
H: Hmmm.. actually I have no fave colors, but like base on the context. You think red is nice? But I got a lot of red stuffs.. my wallet is red, so is my bag.. if you think I'll like the grey then buy grey?
S: But navy blue is nice also leh?
H: Huh? Then buy navy blue.
S: But I think you'll like the grey better.
H: Then buy grey
S: -forget it, pass phone to priscilla-

LOL super funny! Okay so in the end we bought the navy blue one. I don't know if she likes it, but I hope she does. It's the 1st Swatch I've gotten. But I actually have a Swatch myself but that's given by my auntie some very long time ago. I don't really like analog watches haha. I have my monfae. But I love Casio. I think that's all in the package! Oh plus the BB Cream then. After lunch we headed over to Nexus, where I haven't been for like 1 ++ year I suppose but she insists it's about 2 years already. I got to walk through the privilege entrance cos I am the most senior visitor with my most senior sister/friend. Walked to the MM room and everything, said hi to Jiayi then like went to reception! So stupid. Saw Joanne Lee and Aloysius who are all from MM. Later met Zixin who used to be from MM too. Think it's really cool :) During the service, I got to meet the SA YHope, pretty nice people but I only remember Hsiao En. Most of the time I am with Huiying too! It's her last Singapore service till like 6 months later. SAD MUCH. Service was pretty nice, the music video was kinda cool, I still really like the SMU shot on the skateboard. Worship was cool and so was sermon. Really nice to be back frankly. Especially during ESS. After service, I was exploited by some silly person who made me walk up and down Nexus for nothing. Haha, cute is it? Then also gotta catch up with Jiayi, Amelia and Zyann. Super cool, all in MinOPs. Haha it's been so long, so long since I was primary five. 6 years? Walked with them to Meridian and trained down to Sengkang to meet the La again!

With her friends. Omg I super paiseh please. I mean really, no one believes me but I have a tendency not to speak much in a group.. even if there's just one person I don't really know. I mean in KCP I entertain my juniors even though I don't know them, I act stupid to get to know them, make them laugh and all that BECAUSE I am a senior and say in Infocomm, it's MY club. In Council, it's MINE too. So like I am not shy at all. But when I am out, it's a different thing altogether. I really hate meeting new people I am so sorry. I wish I could be stuck in my circle of friends forever. Okay actually just the few closer people, I'd be more than glad. At her house, her mom made us eat and stuffs, played blackjack which I lost 6 bucks. I don't really bother too. But it was kinda nice.. just sitting around and finally getting invited to her place after so many years. Haha.

It's one of the rare days I meet both my best friends and yay I made them friends! So it's awesome, and Huiying! Don't miss me too much. :) Gonna meet Lala again with Andrea Ong like on Tuesday for lunch! Andrea's birthday :) YESH YOU PEOPLE ARE REALLY OLD BUT I WONDER WHY I LOVE OLD PEOPLE SO MUCH THAT ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS ARE OLDER.

:)

School's been alright, with much more lectures and lesser breaks than before, I appreciate it so much. The only thing I really don't get is the freaking content taught in lectures. Everything's based on cheemelogy I don't understand. I hope I get used to it soon, and the trend of mugging is popping up, especially since MSA1 is just about two weeks away from now. I hope they'll post my results slips through post, which indicates my parents need not head down to SA to hear the teachers talk about me. I mean, I don't know, I feel like I haven't been myself in SA. I feel like I've swapped positions with Michelle Wong. Like I am her and she's me? At least I still do have friends. Even though it means most of what they talk about revolves around guys. Haha irritating right.. except doing tutorials and whatever together. I want to study hard. I will...

My class has politics. It's classic. More than classic if I were to say, yes, 26 people - 20 girls? 3 head prefects. As I've lost myself generally, let's just say 2 head prefects but 2 very strong characters. Not the 2 head prefects though, just 1. And 1 other girl. GO RULZX THE WORLD PEOPLE. I can hardly be bothered, like as if I cared about 4 Peace. I only know whatever we do we have to do it good, and whatever does not concern us, does not harm others nor help others - ignorance is bliss. I'm really happy being coped up in my own circle now. I don't want to step out of comfort zone. And oh! I am so thankful I have super awesome teachers! Even though I was notorious in primary school, haha! Miss Mel was just asking how's SA for me and everything. And I am starting to think it's stupid to run for council, whenever I think of the Aisyah story I just am so convinced that even if I die, I still must understand my tutorials and lecture notes. So it rounds up, I am totally absolutely not concerned about the "oh we have 3 girls cliques and all the guy but one in a clique in our class" kinda shit. It can't be helped cos we're all taking freaking different subject combination.

Yay! The weekends are here! Apart from brushing up and doing my H1 Math tutorial, H2 Bio tutorial and frantically still trying to understand Central Problem of Econs, I am going out with Pris tomorrow night :) Back to YHope on Saturday, meeting Huiying before service and going over to Pris's new house for dinner. Sunday over to my dad's friend's for some visitation. Omg how to study like that! Stella.. please.. hmm.... manage your time well :)

I can safely say it's the best Chinese New Year so long as my mom hasn't been to my gramps many years back. It's one of the best because like my cousins, distant or close are like making efforts to talk to each other and everything during visitations. When we didn't used to at all. I mean we probably did, but just a little I guess. This year was quite a huge improvement, but yeah one of them went to France for further studies so we didn't get to see her! Ha. Yesterday was visitations, today went over to some temple which I inhaled a lot of smoke as usual. Stood around and got food from the bazaar nearby 99.9999% of the time, waited for my dad to be done then we headed over to my cousin's maternal grandma's house where we just stood around for a while then headed down to Paradiz Mall for dinner at Tao's. Shopped around GC and PS after the super filling dinner. Gonna meet my cousins for a movie tomorrow and guess what! I am so dead, I haven't touched any of my books/notes. Wish me the best of luck dying in lecture halls. :)

Woots and I've 3 darlings! Cos Lala has 3. Okay actually I thought I only have two, but since I thought of it, I'll make it 3!! Lala + Silly + Pik = Happy Stella! I have nicknames for most of my friends and surprising enough, these 3 people actually call me back in the same nickname. But no one ever believes that Vito and me are best friends and have like a mom/son or sis/bro relationship! Stupid.. actually there's Gracia and Yilin whom I am really really close to as well! :D I like to make friends on a one on one basis actually. It's like easier that way since I can't multi-task and you'll usually see me keeping quiet in groups. I don't know why, but it's just me. I am shy :( and not outspoken! Haha! Okay I am going to sleep~